Friday, April 16, 2010
Today I have a doctors appointment. I am very nervous and anxious about it. I probably should have gone a few year ago but thought it was just me being a dork. I finally took the step and made the appointment. It wasn't suppose to be until May but I got moved up to today. I am glad and scared all at the same time. I am hoping to find answers. I am hoping for a good doctor that knows what she is doing. I am hopin that she doesn't just look at me, tell me I'm crazy and walk out :) If I don't find answers here, I don't know what I will do or where I will go next. It's nothing serious so sorry if I freaked you all out. It's serious to me, but not life or death stuff. I just need answers. I fasted earlier this week in hopes for extra help from above, both for me and the doctor. Now I just have to wait and see what happens. I am not good at waiting unfortunately! Michael will come home and watch the kids so I don't have to worry about that. Thank goodness for him!